Because apparently we dont make memories together.
:/ I just want to make more memories.
Well hello tumblr. I need to vent!
I don’t know what’s wrong with me, I graduate from highschool tomorrow and I’m literally dreading it, it’s not that I don’t want to graduate I just don’t want to go! Everyone’s so excited and I couldn’t care less! My dads here and hasn’t been here for 6 years and my cousin flew in all the way from Maine so I should be super happy but all I want to do is cry. I’m so tired but I really don’t want to sleep even though I know I have to get up at 7am! The worst part of it all is I fucked up my back and it hit a nerve so the pain is shooting down my leg, into my knee, and all the way down to my foot! I can’t bend over, lift my leg, walk, stand, or even sit without extreme pain! I don’t know what’s wrong with me right now but all I want to do is run away, there’s so much to do and seriously so little time! I’m having the worst panic attack in my head right now! And for some reason all my thoughts are negative, and I can’t stop it!!! Oh god I just want to run away. :’(
It’s hard to be happy with yourself when everyone hates you….
I’m seriously going over the edge right now.
It saddens me to watch him drive away taking a puff of that cigarette.
Every puff to me is just one step closer to death.
It kills me to see you dig your own grave.
But your a grown ass man and need to make your own decisions today.
All I can’t think about is our future,
And then I see you, dying, of self suffocation.
I don’t know if I can stand to see you go through that pain.
But worst of all, you’re family, will be left to bury you at your grave.
We all have our shit and you choose to smoke it away, the easy route.
While I choose to suffer and deal while watching the man I love slowly killing himself…. One puff at a time.
I remember a boy,
He swore he’d never pick up a cigarette, and he’d say
“I hate that my father smokes.”
But I guess he choked
Down he goes
Puff by puff, into the unknown.
im sexy and i know it.
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It’s hard to go even one day without seeing him :/
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I WANT A BOWTIE FOR MY KITTY!!
Exactly what I do every time I know I’ve failed! Lol
That’s all it was, just a bowl.
She told me to hurry so I put it there and was about to go to the shower and then she flipped…. After EVERYTHING I do and have done for her lately, ive had no time for myself. I pushed her out of my way, she threatened to call the cops, I told her to go ahead! Finally I ran into the bathroom and burst into tears, im so ashamed, I don’t scream, I never scream, but she made me so angry! Cried so hard I puked, and now a migraine pounding at my brain. I just don’t know what to do anymore, I just wish someone would do things for me, instead of me doing everything for everyone else, trying to make them happy!